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| Fox speaks at the Techno Cosimic Mass at UCS 2005 |
When I went on my very first sabbatical, I commuted from my home in Santa Clara to the University of Creation Spirituality (UCS) in Oakland for a semester-long sabbatical certificate program. The school was founded by Matthew Fox, a priest who had been expelled from the Dominican order for his radical teachings, things that seem pretty normal to a Unitarian Universalist, like calling God Mother, like believing we were born in original blessing rather than original sin, like incorporating earth centered teachings, like inclusion of LGBTQ siblings. I chose UCS for my sabbatical because I was growing in a sense of calling as an environmentalist, and I wanted a spiritual grounding that would help me grown an earth centered theology and practice that would inspire and inform environmental activism.
The first night of the semester, Fox spoke to all the students – we all fit in one room, it couldn’t have been more than a few dozen of us, about the idea of “awe” based education. He quoted Heschel “awe is the beginning of wisdom” and called awe “a passionate encounter with what is.” Awe also stood for “Ancestral Wisdom Education” an education that would include wisdom beyond the human - “Stars are our ancestors too” he said.
When I signed up for my classes, the former nuns who ran the program explained that “art as meditation” was required, and that every weekend intensive had both an academic and an art as meditation component. We began each morning with worship, would have a seminar on the topic, then art as meditation in the afternoon before returning to our academic topic. My first class was about the Universe story, and that is where I first encountered the Cosmic Walk we shared a couple of weeks ago.
From Fox himself I took a class on Meister Eckhart a Dominican priest who lived in the 1200s in Germany who was tried for heresy at the end of his life. It was in the writings of Eckhart that Fox found roots of the 4 paths of Creation Spirituality, an alternative to the traditional 3 fold path of the Christian spiritual journey, Purgation, Illumination, and Union[i].
The first path is the Via Positiva. This is the path of awe, the path where, in Fox’s words “… God is experienced through ecstasy, joy, wonder, and delight”[ii] If you have ever stood by the crashing waves of an ocean, or under the vast sky and been filled with awe and wonder, this is the Via Positiva. We encounter the sacred through being present to the blessing of the world around us.
Fox writes, in a recent Daily Meditation: "Our hearts are rendered large by the Via Positiva, the love of life and existence that we imbibe. ‘Joy expands the heart,’ says Thomas Aquinas.
Suffering also expands the heart. As Buddhist scholar and activist Joanna Macy used to say, “when your heart breaks, the whole universe can pour through.”[iii]
This is the second path, the Via Negativa. In his Essential Writings, Fox says “The divine is to be met in the depths of darkness as well as in the light. ... “Daring the dark” means entering nothingness and letting it be nothingness while it works its mystery on us. “Daring the dark” also means allowing pain to be pain and learning from it.”[iv] This is, obviously, a challenging path. It contradicts a common notion that if we are on the spiritual path things should feel good, and that if things hurt, if we experience loss or pain we must have done something wrong. But heartbreak is it’s own sacred path “when your heart breaks, the whole universe can pour through.”
The 3rd path is the via Creativa. In his Essential Writings, Matthew says, “Beauty, and our role in co-creating it, lies at the heart of the spiritual journey.” we are “co-creators and fellow artists with God.” This is why art as meditation was always part of the curriculum at UCS, the Via Creativa is a spiritual practice of bringing something from the depths of our being out into the world.
Fox wrote in one of his daily meditations: “The Via Creativa is so often born of the Via Negativa, suffering precedes birthing just as an emptying precedes a filling. Or as Meister Eckhart put it, ‘I once had a dream, though a man I was pregnant, pregnant with nothingness. And out of this Nothingness God was born.’”[v]
My son Nick was 4 years old at the time of this sabbatical. It was one of the reasons I had chosen to stay close to home. That spring I was able to be present as my sister gave birth to her first child. So when Fox spoke in class about this idea, that the via negative leads to the creative like labor leading to birth, I had feelings. Nick’s birth had not gone as planned, and I felt the hospital had treated me as a second-class citizen because I was a home-birth transfer. Being with my sister in the hospital as she bravely labored and delivered her daughter had brought all that material up again, and it was fresh for me in class that day Fox used Birth as a metaphor for this spiritual process. I had to raise my hand and say what was in my heart. Fox said something in reply about “women say it’s all worth it when they hold their child for the first time”, but even today, 24 years later, while I rejoice that my now-grown child made it safely in to the is world, there are aspects of that labor and delivery story that still cause discomfort when they come to mind. It’s not okay how hospitals treat laboring women sometimes. It occurred to me that perhaps I should not look to a celibate man translating the teachings of another celibate man about how meaning happens around labor and birth, but I was hungry to make meaning of that difficult experience.
As I sit with that memory now, and read Fox’s words again “daring the dark … means allowing pain to be pain.” Perhaps you’ve experienced something like this too- a challenging experience, with death, with loss, with betrayal, perhaps you know how it doesn’t satisfy the soul when folks say “it’s all for the best” or “ it will turn out fine in the end.” The Via Negativa allows space to be present with the pain itself, unredeemed by what might come later. Pain is not an absence of God, though it may be an absence of the delights of the via positive, it must be met on its own terms for the soul to be satisfied.
The fourth path, the Via Transformativa is a prayerful way of saying “no” to what we cannot embrace. It is the prophetic path. Fox wrote in a blog post last month: “To protest is to pray; to resist is to pray; to say “No!” in the most creative and effective ways possible is to pray. It is to say “thank you” for the earth and air and soil and sunshine we have by defending it. Our “No!” comes from a very deep place. It calls for courage and bravery and community sharing from which we get ever more strength and courage to take on powers that be, and speak truth to power.” [vi] I consider now, that while I will never feel warm and fuzzy about my time in the hospital, my experience of giving birth to my son did lead me to be a fierce advocate for other women. My experience of trying to raise an infant with my partner Eric made me a fierce advocate for other parents.
Fox writes: “All four paths constitute a radical response to life and, taken together, are the response we give on encountering the “Ground of being”[vii] [Ground of being is theology speak for the aspect of the divine that is the foundation, the ground of all that is]. Consider through the lens of the 4 paths of Creation Spirituality the difficult times we are living through today. Hard things are happening in this country right now to our democracy, to the most vulnerable people. When we humans suffer and struggle, I believe the sacred is there with is in the struggle, in the pain. I believe the divine knows our pain, and in the Christian tradition from which Fox speaks, this is why God came to earth in the form of Jesus, and is some part of the meaning of his suffering on the cross. The betrayal and humiliation of Good Friday.
And amid this destruction and pain, I believe there is truly the potential for something new to be born. Indeed something will have to be created to fill the spaces created by the smash and burn approach of this administration, just as new growth comes in after a wildfire. The outpouring of love and support of neighbor in Minneapolis is inspiring, and uplifting, and a model of how we humans can be together in community, but I would never say it is worth the life and death of Renee Good , of Alex Pretti, of Nurul Amin Shah Alam, of families torn apart. We travel the Via Negativa when we grieve that heartbreak, and perhaps our hearts become larger, more courageous because of it.
Sometimes that suffering leads us to the Via Transformativa, the feeling that we must transform the world, and that the divine is surely there in the process of transforming the world towards justice and compassion.
As Unitarian Universalists, we believe there are many paths one can walk with the Spirit of Life, many paths that bring us closer to the ground of our own being, and closer to that which is larger than ourselves. I offer these 4 paths of Creation Spirituality today to enlarge our sense that whenever and however we respond whole-heartedly to the joys and sorrows of life, there is a prayerful path for us too. Whatever this week may hold for you, the yes of delight and gratitude, the no of emptiness or pain, the yes of creation, the no of resisting injustice, be assured the spirit of life is with you there, in the community of all creation.
[ii] https://dailymeditationswithmatthewfox.org/2023/07/25/a-journey-through-the-four-paths-of-creation-spirituality/
[iii] https://dailymeditationswithmatthewfox.org/2026/02/13/why-meditate-on-sainthood-in-a-time-of-ice-epstein-files-the-rest/
[v] https://dailymeditationswithmatthewfox.org/2020/03/19/beyond-kali-via-negativa-yielding-to-the-via-creativa-transformativa/















